Letting go...

Letting go is always difficult, I guess...
A toxic talk, an indifferent friend or a relation love less...
You may call it ego, I call it esteem..
A thin line between the two or so it may seem!!
I may sulk for days for the loss
Or send my self respect for a toss..
The choice is clear, even if one may abhor,
But you need to leave the table, when respect is served no more..
Why not ask myself, what things I desire?
N why it has to be sensible always, why not dire!!!
Egging on to pluck the stars, touch the rainbow or reaching the horizon et al....
Boundless, limitless universe has everything possible!!!
Lucid liberating thoughts, you may call,
But it always has to begin with me, I 'll rise from my fall!!!
- Afaaf