Enigma

"You are an enigma, all women are like that..."
At times, I think, I know you all,
And then, you surprise me back!!! " And I am compelled to think,
Isn't everything around has layers to the brink
The air, the ocean or the earth beneath..
The mystery thickens as we delve deep!!
And why n how can anyone ashore determine daring depths undefined???
Stars, pearls, magna or truths are rare to find!!!
Ohh! N Don't expect to find me as a whole,
Bits n pieces, Bright n dull hues intertwined decorate my soul...
You might stumble upon my fears which I so carefully hide.
Silent demeanour could engulf a high tsunami tide!!!
Did you allege me to be a bit partial to the people I hold tight??
Haven't you seen a sunflower face another in absence of sunlight???
I hide my trials n tribulations well,
Not that I loath...
One might see them as lacunae,
But they all contributed to my growth!!!
- Afaaf